Missing Poem by Hope Wallin

I can't believe I did that.
What was I thinking?
It must have been the pressure
that made me do everything
that's breaking my heart now.
I don't know what to do.
I'm loving someone else
instead of loving you.
My heart is fit to burst
for all the pain it's in.
I pray to God that I
can take back this sin.
I'm sorry! Please forgive me!
I know that I was wrong.
I should have known that you
have loved me all along.
But when you said what you did,
I busted into tears.
But now I know that you
were just covering for your fears.
How stupid I have been.
Can I take it back?
I wonder if my bruised ego
can take another attack.