Darling mistress of Nirvana, 
One whose ecstasy
brings fertility to the 
mourning mud.
The reason of my own 
Had I abandoned thee 
To the reminent of this world? 
Certainly don't agree.
Let my departure 
Exhale no dereliction 
For the cause I had to upheld. 
The story I wish you could infer.
Gregory have no say in this.
The cambium  of world chaos
With his Catholic convey. 
I'm not at home with myself 
What is worse than death? 
Letting you go, what a torture. 
I crave for switch of fate, 
Where this never issued. 
Sleepless days is breaking 
me down. 
Memos. All I see 
Is the film of you and I 
I see your smile, and it fades off. 
I bestow upon thee the pain
Adam placed on God as he left Eden. 
Happiness comes from within they say, but no! 
Mine comes from you. 
#Poems #Personal                
                    This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem