Meeting With The Father! ! ! Poem by Compton Wright

As my heart slowed into a still cold halt
My body started to turn into a dark blue color
My lips turned into a light cold violet and blue
Waking up feeling out of place from my body
Until I see myself flying in the air with two people
But wait! It was grandparents with wings and halo
On their heads shinning like the sun itself upon the sky
Asking to let me go and go back to the earth but no answer
Leaving outer space and entering a golden door and seeing a entry
Only to be dropped in front of a huge and giant golden gate
To let in millions of pure souls and angels with harps playing
But all that came to a halt seeing a bigger being in my eyes
As seeing a man with no face with white clouds all around him
As our meeting began as my breath was shown like
I was in the coldest winter but the temperature
In my body was warm like it was spring time season

I stated to the being of who he was and where am I and why he won’t you take me back
He stated that he was my father and I was in the gates of heaven
As he said I died from my thoughts of depression and hatred to others
As he said that people don’t get chances of why should you be in heaven
So convince me why should you be inside the children’s den of the pure

I stated that I was a very hard working man
Who always wanted the best for others but
Yet people wanted me to dropp dead and die alone
Only exposed to hatred and self destruction
You gave me the gift of poetry to share to others
But even than I slide into hell where I had to survive
Where were you when I needed you most when
My father in my life as my grandfather was
My only father to have upon my mind but even than
You gave and you took it away but my grandfather…
That was wrong but still I remain faithful to you
Upon my holy lord which is you in my presence
I tried to be a caretaker but instead of helping
I hurt so many love ones lately but all I want now
Is total forgiveness upon your judgment my lord…
Will you give me one more chance to redeem myself?

God started to speak in my heart and mind as he knew
Everything about me from my past times and my sins

Well my son I can’t say that your entry will be automatic
As you almost became a murderer in such a young age
As you also backstabbing the people that want to help you
And hope the best for you inside your life and you know that
But still you never listen you was always the follower of the group
Never the leader in your life as I gave you so many chances
To redeem as my child but again you failed me with lies
From the people that became bitter and cold blooded
From each pray you call me you always wanted something
Letting your greed of money and your lust for sex and pleasure
Covered your expectations for to better yourself as a human being
If you’re willing to let go these sinful habits of betrayal and greed
It’ll give you a full access into my gates so don’t let me down again
I’ll let you go but you won’t remember me or all the sights you seen
But the message I gave will echo inside upon your soul of yours
So prove it and guide others to do the same with your pursuit of purity
As I work in mysterious ways either through miracles or hardships
Just remember to absorb this knowledge and put it into the world
So maybe soon you’ll soon realized that you can put faith in me
And be happy that you praise me everyday in your life and what you have