Mark The Territory Poem by Laura arwen

I want be
prepared to survive
at the end
of the world
I feel broken
all the time
I don't bear
people because they
always have opinions
I can't dwell
in any place
I learnt to
not escape from
problems
In this world
I don't obtain
nothing for my
pleasure
In an another
world I will
build my life
calmly and serene
I'm happy to
have a minimum
control on my
shopping impulses
Sometimes I'm proud
of myself to
be more concentrate
and productive
I want to
stay alone for
a long time
I need the
salvation from boredom
I wish to
be happy and
have a lonely
life
I don't want
to connect with
people because they
hurt the soul
I have to
start building my
universe without fear
and anxiety
I don't want
to control my
obsessions and my
actions
I'm happy alone