I put on this straight face like everything is fine
When there is so much insecurity swirling around my mind
I try to act like I have it all figured out
When really I'm being destroyed by this heart full of doubt
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I have been sober with just a couple one nite set backs since I was 22 years old. I celebrate my 23rd birthday today. this poem, the 12 streps and Dr. Bob and my friends of Bill W. have saved my life. I have 2 teenagers who don't know what its like for a parent to come stumbling in drunk.....for that I am grateful and blessed. Me entire childhood was like that, and that was an easy day.