Lunatic Poem by Mohosiul Haque Alvi

Wish i may be a lunatic person
Who doesn't have to face
this chaotic world, .
He never knows what is he doing
It is better to be a lunatic
Rather than living in a devastating
World.
Or maybe i am a lunatic
I want to hide myself from everyone.
Isolating myself, i have fears and worries
And extreme feelings of guilt.
I am tired from all of this
I just don't wanna feel anything or
Giving a care about something.
Get rid of responsibilities.
Does a lunatic person
Have any feelings or he don't
Give a shit about surrounding him
Or he is trying to escape from
Responsibilities or he is dead inside
Who can't feel anything or just
Don't want to give a try to live
Once more.