Did I hold you a little too close? Kiss you a little too tenderly? 
You looked at me bemused and inquisitive, then smiled confidently.
I had blown my cover. Shown my hand, 
and lost you in a moment of unguarded sincerity.
All these years later, I still wonder what you found in its place? 
If I could go back to that moment, would I change it? 
Stop that betraying tear from welling in my eye? 
Not at all. For that's the bargain. That's the risk.
And you, on that night, in that dress, were a worthy assassin                
                    This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem