Lost My Place In The World Poem by Spanner Thegob

Between the pillars of my dreams and Dawns liminal slumber
I lost my place in the world.
My hopes began to fade until I forgot what they were.
My dreams withered and died
in the quiet hollow hours
there is No gentle breath on my face,
no hand to wake me.
I hear echoes of laughter,
See the ghost of a smile,
Feel The shadow of your presence
In this fleeting memory as I sip coffee, suspended
between the beauty of death and the harshness of life
forgotten summers became a paled memory
And nothing surprises me anymore,

Except you.

I'm tired of saying goodbye
Tired of losing you at each dawn
Your absence frightens me,
There is no place as lonely,
no greater fear imagined,
Than in my mind in quiet times.
I search this lonely earth for you
I find you in the half world.
Let me sleep a little longer among Sun drenched Memories,
fragmented.
scattered,

like falling leaves
Dancing
in an autumnal breeze
I lost you to this rude world.

Find Your place among the stars

And watch down on me from the heavens