Lost! Poem by Shawnee Gonzalez

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The honeymoon feeling has worn off,
The feeling that I cant live with out you is lost,
The touch I longed for is just a brush of the skin.

Our kiss seems worthless,
Our minds seem to be one,
Our hearts seem to be none.

I still want you,
I still want to be able to rely on you,
I still want to mean what I used to, to you.

Finally I realize its going to be hard with you,
Finally I see that you are going to give me trouble,
Finally I think the advise I gave myself, I should have taken.

The time I want to spend with you is in the woods by my
Favorite waterfall,
The time you want to spend with me is in your house on your
couch watching your favorite show,
The time I relize I dont like watching 'band of brothers' is the
Time I relize do I still like you?

No but I know I still love you,
No but I know someone will be there when I know you wont,
No but I know if I starve you of my presence you will relize you need me!

The feeling of lost could only be temporary,
The headaces you cause could only be time resistant.
The love I know we so deeply share could only be
Lost for so long before it shall surface one again.
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