Lost Poem by Mindy Brown

Lost
I am lost in the darkness
Can anyone hear me down here?

I am on in the rocks
Beating my hands bloody
And dreaming of another day

I am crying and screaming for help
But no one seems to care
They keep walking like I am nothing

I am screaming for help
But no one seems to hear

I am searching in the darkness
For a way out but I cannot find one in here

Can you hear me crying and screaming down here?
I am on the edge of death,
Can u help me please?

I know that Love can save me
But where is my family?
I cant see them anywhere near.
Are you here mother?
What about you father?

I know that God can save me,
But where is He?
And Where are you my guardian angel?
I am lost and why have you not found me?
Where are you my saviors?
I cannot seem to find you in the darkness.
I was told you would be like a light,
And that you would appear and save me
From my hell.
But where are you? ! ? !

I am lost and praying to you
And I keep getting silence
Are you angry?
Are you disappointed?
Where are you? ! ? !
I need your help
And I cannot find you no matter how hard I try.

Please I am begging you,
Show yourselves!

For I fear I am close to the end of my days
And I do not want to go out in the night.
I want to go out in the light,
Where all can see my delight
Please do not deny me in spite
I am sorry I did not believe in you during my life
I was just lonely and bitter
But tell me, can I go now in spite of my denial?
My life is not meant to end like this I know it!
Please God show me the way!
Show me that way to the Golden Gates
So that I may too finally be as great
As a woman named Grace.


~umm i am gonna be honest..it was like 6 am when i wrote MOST of this poem and i was high AND i have no clue who the heck is Grace BUT it sounds good huh? ..and no i do not do drugs alot..it was just sum we3d.....~