What difference does it make now to try and be brave
every day for no one but God, who doesn't care and has lost track of my soul
Even the Prophet can not move me to some deeper meaning anymore
I'm black and blue on the inside this time and no one can save me
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A very heartfelt and meaningful poem, I've been in that place of emptiness quite a long time myself.
Some powerful writing here. I esp like your last line and the 'I kill you every night' line...