Looks Like I Picked Up The Pieces After All..... Poem by Wendy Gomez

My heart is beating & you can hear it
You do nothing, not a bit
It's healthy, it's alive it's for you
If you leave it will stop, it will freeze & turn blue

Is it scary to kill someone?
Is it fun?
Because it feels like I'm dieing
Is it normal for me to live crying?

I don't understand this tell me how to be
Set me free
Since I never learned how to live without you
I got used to all the hugs and the kisses what do i do?

Should I dare going day by day sleeping in the same room?
Waiting for a new rose to bloom...
Where you used to lay?
Is there a better way?

It hurts so much I'm going hysterical
This is probably the hardest fall
Did you plan this?
Well open your eyes look at me & remember this I'm the one you're going to miss

Whatever happens I'll glue the pieces back
I'll be fine soon, though you're the one awaiting a heart attack
I'll love you for a while after but it's you that's going to regret the only thing you ever lost
I'm a one and only but you hmm was it worth it maybe not as much as it's going to cost

I'll be alright
You'll come back with tears in your face
I'm the one with victory I'm the one who won this fight
Once you loose me that's it because I'm here in a flash and gone without a trace