Living My Life Poem by Nikki Taboada

I thought w/o you I would surely go crazy
But here I am; perfectly sane
Here I am; the same “me” I always was
But, I know that if I saw you again…
I’d lose my sanity in an instant
It’s not because I hate you
It’s because I don’t know HOW to hate you
So, please stay away from me

I thought without you I would defiantly lose the light in my eyes
But here I am smiling
Here I am laughing
But, I know if we were to meet again…
I’d lose this happy feeling to the recessive numb-ness
It’s not because I don’t miss you
It’s because I don’t want to miss you
So, please stay away from me