Like A Stranger Poem by Zubaida Boland

feeling like a stranger
in this small world
feels like every girl
is avoiding me
and i can take this no more
wishing i never said a thing
wishing i never shed a tear in public
everything i did
feels like commiting a crime
even thiugh it seems so emotional
to me
maybe it's because
someone drove me mad
which is the reason why
i've been acting like a jerk
why am i so different?
why am i such a freak?
the moment i'm writing this
u should know that
i've gone too far with my misery
please god take my soul
before i become a coward
and take my own: '(