Life To The Future Poem by Sam Fischer

Twisting in the wind,
Wondering about life's plan,
I don't live up to peoples ideas,
Of what it is to be a man,
Life is full of expectations,
From where do they all come?
I don't understand why people choose,
Through their life to run,

I know I don't compare too well,
To my two years younger kin,
But mother is that really so bad?
Does it need to be a sin?
I'm finally choosing what I want,
A purpose for my life,
Why can't you see that? Be happy for me?
Instead of causing me strife?

I wasn't happy being near,
To the person that I hate,
Nor to the person that betrayed me now,
One that was called a 'mate'
I'm happier being out of there,
Not feeling down, so low,
Moving forward with my life,
A person starting to grow.