Life Poem by Mindy Brown

i once was so alive so happy for what was and what is,
but that is no longer me that is but a dream of a life i no longer live.
i am cold and scared in this cruel world we call earth.
i never know what too say or do.
i feel lonely and no one seems to care.
i have lived a life or pain and shame more than you can imagine.
i have lived in this world for too long and every night i am thinking,
what way can i take this life of mine away from me?
i scream to the skies and cry until the sun rises.
i never hear another soul out there, not once.
it shows how much they care about my life.
i walked away from the drugs for them and this is how they treat me?
i made my life better for them?
please god someone answer me and tell me what life i should lead in this world!