Let Me Find Me Poem by Jenna Dandurand

i'm grounded by your lies,
the fire burns tonight.
i'm stuck here in your web,
sometimes i wish i were gone.
i'm losing someone
who was here but now
gone.
i'm dying,
crying,
can't you see
that you're burying me?
no one can save me
from your wrath.
you're are a lazy excuse
for love.
no one can define
the thoughts in your mind.
you are a crazy person, you know.
your lies have trapped me,
no one can find me.
i'm losing someone
who was inside.
a blank, empty page,
no words to fill me.
eyes wide and
uncaring.
i have no one
but you.
just go away,
let me find me again.
you're turning me into
another living dead.
just leave me here alone
to get this all straight.
no one can define
the thoughts in your mind;
what are you thinking
as you trample over me?
my voice can't be heard,
i can't speak a word.
i swear you are blinding
and i am dying.
just leave.
i'm not all right.
just go.
you're killing me.
you're ruining the person i
have tried to find
all of these years.
oh, just go.
i'm already gone,
already gone.
no.
no.
you are strangling the life
out of me, yeah.
let me find me.
just leave.