Joyful-Thoughts Poem by Shelvakumari Thachayil

I remember you when I wakeup in the morning
You are the rare bird in my strange thoughts
With beautiful feathers and smiling eyes
How beautiful you are to me
With your varieties of colors and such
I look at you with great awe
Your beauty is my inspiration
How are angels born I ask to myself
From love of God's and ours in fact
My eyes become honey when I see you
It was hard for me to believe that anyone
Could you love me when I did not love myself
My admiration for you dies when I lost my soul
A new beginning starts myself let the absence of words
I knew I would always want too much
And I remind you to don't waste your time with me
Still, every time I see you again
How someone can be so perfect in others life
The way your smile lights up my whole day
Iam not trying to see you because you are always with me.
My ways will hurt you sometime
Like a beautiful flower spreading fragrance in the heart.