J.V.K. Poem by chantel weston

couldn't explain
all the emotions
that went through me
the second that i saw you.

clouds
moved in,
rain pounded down,
wind wiped at me,
and yet i felt bad for letting go of you.

walls
closed in on me
no roof to shelter me
no door or window
for me to ecape through
as the rain filled my small room,
i begain to sink.

red
flashed in frount of my eyes
my heart pounded my chest
my blood boild
yet turned to ice
in my vains,
as all the memories flooded back
and stole my good day
and sent me in to the strom.

the
memories flood me
filling my little room
and going down my throat
choking me
drownding me in everything.

the
pain flashes back
my body goes ridged
and i slip under the surface
nat able to fight the pain
unable to keep fighting
the pain,
paralized by what you
have done to me.

and
as i slip under once more
i remember the last time
that i was under water
they werent black
with anger and pain
they were bright blue
with happieness and peace
before you started to hurt me,
when i thought that i
would drownd in bliss.

now
im drownding in pain
that you caused
but as i sink deeper in the water
a hand reaches in
and pulls me out
a hand that has justice
vengence
and knowing
in its grasp.
and hand that you cant
fight.