It Breaks My Heart Poem by Autum Foster

It breaks my heart, everytime,
With every word, with every rhyme,
This life I live, it's all a lie,
What's inside, began to die,
It all started in times since passed,
Memories faded, but built to last,
In my heart you'll always be,
But I kow thers is no place for me,
What you think and what you know,
Are so different, but I can't show,
Who I am, to all of you,
What would you say? What would you do?
If I even began to explain,
To win you over my tries in vein,
What you think you know about me,
Is all a lie, one day, you'll see,
I'm not the girl you think you know,
For these past years, it's all been a show,
An outward display of who you want me to be,
Like I said, that's not me,
When I start to be myself,
You think it's a joke, you laugh to yourself,
You have no idea of what I hide,
The pain, the love, the truth inside,
There is so much that you should see,
In my heart I hold the key,
I know I am, I know what I like,
If I was myself, you'd surely dislike,
All of this gets me nowhere,
When you don't see, you don't care,
I never want to see any of you again,
You've cause me heartbreak, you've caused me pain,
If I'm so strong inside,
Then why do I feel I need to hide?