Is That Even A Question? ? Poem by iron panda 23

Its me....its not me
is that even a question? ?
im sad....do i act happy? ?
thats the view from another's perception
i need to rest.....cant rest
it doesnt work anymore
to pass a test.....fail it? ?
im sick and tired of seeing the bad scores

My happiness...its limited
little of few or none? ?
i think ill choose little of few
its the least i could do
the least i could choose...to choose

I just wanna smile and laugh like i use to
but.....i cant seem to do that here
maybe.....if i were there....
there and not here......

To wait......not wait...
to see......not see...
its me.....its not me....
is that even a question? ?

~IP23