Is It Ok? Poem by Julia Pascual

You were someone I only knew
And I thought you won't be special
For me, you won't bring anything new
And my life would be the same, boring ritual

But I think I got everything wrong
You made my ruthless life worth living
So now, written in this tuneless song
Are all of my true, endless feelings

Some time after knowing you, I felt strange
My impression about you turned to gold from grey
I never expected that for you I would change
And now I even say your name whenever I pray

I will never ever forget the day we met
I ignored you and even rolled my eyes
But now each time I surf the internet
I visit your account and try to send my hi's

Even at school I tend not to notice
But honestly, I know you're every move
Your class schedule and what subjects you miss
And I'm very familiar with your every move

Now I can't continue on pretending
'Cause my feelings grow more and more
I can't go on with my life hiding
I can't be only a friend anymore

So this question I'll ask only once
And can this be between only you and me?
I'll ask this now cause this is the only chance
Is it ok for me to be your one and only?