Invisible Friends Poem by Tobias Vireo

I'm starting to realize,
I don't know true friendship,
I was never treated right as a friend,
Their lies and backstabbing,
"Mature up"
"Get some sense knocked into you"
It's all too much for my head to contain,
I want to let it all out,
I want to tell someone,
I have, but I haven't,
What I want is someone to truly listen, I want to be listened to, not ignored, not interrupted,
It sounds selfish of me,
I just want to be hear,
I'm constantly repeating myself,
Others talk over me and I become silent,
I don't really see how I'm valid in this world.
I don't feel needed.
Or wanted.
It feels as if the world has come to a stop.