In sunshine and darkness, it is there waiting for me  
Pushing and pushing trying to break my will 
 
Broken, battered, and defeated my mind keeps still I heal with each pill 
 
Dose after dose each one numbs my heart but weakens my soul 
Each pill loosens my control, deepens the massive hole 
 
Endless nights of haunting dreams listening to my soul's screams pushing my mind to great extremes 
 
I stop fighting they win I have completely given in 
 
No longer shall I have compassion for the world for someday I will leave it in dramatic fashion                
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
 
                    