I saw you for the first time. My heart pumped and pumped until I almost drowned myself with my own blood. My spine went into shock, because you actually spoke of me. I couldn't see anything with your beauty gleaming off you. Blinded me, like heaven's angel. I felt alive again. Little by little, pieces of us connected. Took awhile for us to get to the heart, but It wwas all worth it. Whenever your ready for me to take your heart and hold it, I'll be there. Otherwise, I'm dead inside. Lost within.
Dear Love,
Why do you keep tattering my soul and battering my heart? Your hurting me so cold. While, I heal so slow. Why can't you bring light in me? Not just for awhile, permanently. I'm glad when you make me helpless instead of her. All I want is to do is lay with her, but you wouldn't understand. You just want sex. I don't call it 'Sex.' I call it Love. Do me a favor and just leave.
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