In Simpler Words.. I Guess You Lose Comments

I wrote this today while at my brothers' baseball game, watching them I later found my gaze veering toward my ex boyfriend. I miss him a lot and it hurts everyday, but I found myself thinkin about how much I gave up for him, and all that I lost because of it, and no matter how much I love him, I had to start thinkin about whether or not its worth the way I was treated and all that I went through.. i am tired of feeling the way I do about my self and I have come to the conclusion its time for a little break, to become happy with just myself before expecting to be happy with someone else. No matter how hard it is or how much it hurts I have to do my best to keep myself from going back to him or the likes of him period. it hurts everyday but as the saying goes ' It only gets worse before it gets better.. I have to keep telling myself that.