I'm Crying Poem by Leanne G

I'm crying all alone,
Not sure what to do.
Please just let me know
It's hard when I'm always lying,
Always hiding the way i feel.
Losing my sight on truthful words,
Forgetting what is real.
It's hard when i forget to laugh
And im scared that someone might see.
Hoping no one saw my face,
As i struggle to remember how to breathe.
It's hard to pretend I'm happy,
And I'm terrified someone might ask.
It's becoming harder every day;
It's becoming quite a task.
I feel when my body shakes,
As it searches for something to hold.
My heart and mind feel cold.
My throat feels like it's closing,
And my legs feel like they're weak.
I try my hardest to grasp a breath,
But there's not even enough to speak.
My hands remain unsteady,
And my heart pounds like a drum,