I'm A Master Of My Pains Poem by Richmon Rey Jundis

I'm a master of my pains,
But sometimes they are too much
To keep inside this fragile heart.
Unreasonable source of pain,
Screeching like golden claws on my heart
Leaving open wounds that one can only heal,
Unreasonable yet understandable.
I do understand you,
My wounded heart.
I just want to be patient with you,
My fragile heart,
But don't punish me too much
For I cannot hold that much by myself.
You see how I fought alone
Waiting for replies that never arrived,
Waiting for answers to my prayers
That I don't know when will be granted.
Please, do take note of this my heart,
I can fake my smiles,
I can pretend to be happy all day,
But I cannot keep holding on all the time.