If I Would Have Known Poem by Tasha Young

No matter whether my eyes are open or closed all the never-ending pondering thoughts and questions every single day since you left,

I'm so sorry I was too late I'm sorry I wasn't there for you that I didn't see it sooner,

All the unknown hidden trauma, pain, that you were so lost and all alone in the darkness slipping away,

Everything you were struggling with because of that how devastated so much if I would have been there,

How your heart was in pain and bleeding so much you didn't know what to do,

You were doing everything all on your own it must have been so hard,

I wish I would have known I would've been there in a heartbeat I would have helped in any way possible,

If I would have known I would have never left you ever feel or go at it all alone,

If I would have known I would've never left you feeling alone ever I would've never left you alone until I knew you were going to be okay again,

If I would have known you, I would have made sure you wouldn't have never given up,

If I would have known you would still be here where you belong,

If I would have known I might have been able to saved you, I would've held your hand for as long as you needed to and helped you walk you out of the darkness and back into the light once again,