If I Hadnt Died Poem by Silence Dogood

If i hadnt died.
Would you still be here?
If I was still alive.
Would you shed a tear?
If i hadnt sighed.
Would you let me say?
If I hadnt lied.
Would you have gone away?
If i hadnt cried.
Would you hold me?
If I didnt hide.
Would you find me?

Theres nothing better than a secret life.
A hidden love in a city of lies.
But when you left there were only tears.
You left me with so much pain and so many fears.
Each time you kissed me goodnight a part of me died.
Each time you held me tight a part of me cried.
You left with no goodbye.
Left me here to die.
And here alone.
I call this home.
In a secret place I confess my sins and pray for a new life.
I knew when you left for the last time that I'd cry.
In silent tears I drowned myself.
Rid of your lies rid of my doubt.

If i hadnt died.
Would you still be here?
If i was still alive.
Would you shed a tear?
If i hadnt sighed.
Would you let me say?
If I hadnt cried.
Would you have gone away?