I Won't Murder Myself Over The World... Poem by Emmanuel Arunee Mwanza

I wish I could open up to the world...
I wish I could speak out and the world could listen...
I wish I could explain myself and everyone could understand...
But its just that wish...
The more I try to, the more the world gossip...
the more I try to, the little the world cares...
and yes, who cares for one soul with nothing to show...
Even those I thought to be friends
Are nowhere near...
It's like I chase them away, beneath they know I care...
They just don't want to reach out...
So what remains of me now, if noone cares?
Nothing, so I will just let it be...
I won't murder myself over the world...
I won't cry out...they are my problems...not someone's...