I Will Express My Melancholy By My Pen Poem by Abdulrazak Aralimatti

I should refer my verses as the gift of your love
Or to the bestowment of your misunderstanding
Now what should I blame you! ?
I will flow my melancholy by my pen
Loving you yet I couldn't love you
Having you yet I couldn't have you
Loosing you yet I cannot lose you
Remained you as melancholy of my heart
If you find that ignorant just ask her
To defame me how much did she enjoy! ?
And if she questions why and what for?
Then surely answer her that till today
I still love that same ignorant
Who defamed me and betrayed my love