I Want To Hate You Poem by Unnamed Weirdo

I want to hate you with all my heart, soul and being
I walk past you but you never notice, you just look unseeing
I want to wrap my hands around your neck and lie awake
I want to capture your heart and hold it so tight that it will break
I am so tempted to make you scared, make you afraid of me
Because of you, I've never felt so much pain that I couldn't breathe
I'm grasping for a moment for revenge, of all the times you left me hanging
pretending like I'm alright when I'm dying inside, your absence burning
I want you to apologize for all the times you rejected me and I stood by
watching it all go away and disappear to pure nothingness, your lies
I'm going to make you bleed, I swear. I am going to make you all numb
of all feelings. I will drain all the pain. I wiant to walk away
I don't know what the hell is holding me back. I got to stay
Of all the things that has happened, I hate the fact that I hate you
but never once was I able to forget, forgive nor stop loving you!
-I want to hate you-