I Wanna Write A Song About Addiction Poem by Blaire White

A way to cope
A way to heal my addiction
Run my nails down my throat
Hoping i'll get some sort of restriction

This relief doesn't mean anything anymore
It's like im still yearning for something thats over

Wow baby your so pretty
I wish i was just like you
I wish i was able to tear away every last bit of my everlasting skin
Turning me into someone i have only met in another life

You have to understand
I am not worth knowing
If you saw how i ruined my self at seven
You'd see how i'll kill myself at seventeen

Four hours later
And i just ruined myself once more
Not out of hurt or pain but out of boredom
OUT OF BOREDOM
This is something i should not be wanting more of

My heads starting to get loud
so i keep making noises
Im a bit lonely these days
But hey thats okay
Maybe people people are starting to see how disgusting i've become