I Think I Have Died More Times Than I Can Remember Poem by Emmanuel Vallie

I Think I Have Died More Times Than I Can Remember

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I think I have died more times than I can remember
Each time these walls close
It's a casket
And my bucket list seems to fade

I think I have died more times than I can remember
Each time these walls close
It's a dying umbilical cord
The life only hoped for never to be lived

I think I have died more times than I can remember
Each time these walls close
It's a dying man
Losing hope in the tunnel of mistakes and regrets

I think I have died more times than I can remember
Each time these walls close
It's a suicidal mind
And a man yet to seize to exist

I think I have died more times than I can remember
Yet somehow my soul answers a call each day to resurrect like lazarus
See life from an eagles eye
Redefine life from the rock bottom as I rise like a flower growing from the concrete

I think I have died more times than I can remember
I think I can also live more times and surely remember
That from the darkness, a seed grows
And surely exist once again

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NOTE: I wrote this poem one day whilst boarding a minibus. I was coming from doing some piece work. Suddenly, I was overwhelmed with negativity. In my mind, I killed myself. For a moment, I asked myself, how many times have killed myself in my mind. In turns out, it's more times than I can remember. So I wrote a poem with the feeling I had right at that moment. Part of me wanted to give up, the other part was holding for the better.
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