I Seek Her Again Poem by Aleksandar Sasha Trajkovski

(You Do Not Have Right To Judge Me)

Ill from love and crushed from sorrow,
went on long journeys to find you,
to kiss you,
mark from tears I left behind you,
to see you once more, at least.
I admit I made a mistake my prayer angel,
they misused my nativity,
and I broke my given word,
I am outlaw.
My life is destroyed from terror,
and chills bring me pain
from thousand stabs on the whole body…
My soul still is scattering,
with bitter tears on the road I go,
and she is deserted and I am alone.
For years of so insecurity,
difficultyand fear,
I have lost my mind,
my dear,
I can pay myself off with blood,
but that is not accordance of Lords' will.
I did not know how appreciate the grace of your innocence and
obedience,
but today I am only soul burned and empty.
We sailed on the stormy sea.
Divided the same road on two parts,
climbed the same mountain together alone and barefooted.
Do not judge my offences,
you can not see my wounds bloody
in the soul hurt,
nor demons with the demons with whom I ruthlessly fight.
I go forward with my head high,
convinced that in this manner,
the hustle of chaos will clear up,
and my struggle with heat,
will ignite the fire of our love.