I Said No Poem by SharonAnn Dawson

I can still feel it at night
I can feel it right at this minute
I can hear that desperate plea
pathetic in comparison
its on repeat in my mind
Echoing, louder, louder, louder
I feel like im back there
with you
There again, that one night with
you, it could have been so different
Im sorry, I feel sorry, not
for you, or myself or anyone else
just sorry, full of pity but not
for you or myself or any one else,
just pity
I want to forget, clear my mind,
one day, maybe? in the future maybe
just possibly maybe?
I will forget clear my mind.
But you can never clear your consience
I said no!