I'M Supposed To Smile Poem by Nikki Taboada

Oh God…
There You Are
Still That Ever-Perfect Person You Always Were
Reminds Me That I’m Nowhere Near Good Enough…
I Can’t Compare With Your Pure Heart
I Love You, But I’m Sure That It’s Twisted
Seeing You Now Is Re-Opening These Wounds On My Heart…
I Practiced This… “Just Smile”

Oh God…
There You Are
Still Those Same Beautiful Blue Eyes
Reminds Me Of How Imperfect I Am In Comparison To Your Flawless Existence…
I Can’t Match Your Brilliant Smile
I Love You From The Bottom Of My Heart, But I’m Sure That My Heart Is Wrong… Right..?
Seeing You Now Is Breaking My Very Being…
I Practiced This… “Just Smile”

Oh God…
There You Are
Still That Same Complete Calm That Courses Through Your Body
Reminds Me How Weak I Am In Comparison…
I Can’t Match Your Stunning Presence
I Love You More That Life Itself, But I’m Sure You Can Do Much Better Than Me… (Is It Ok To Wish You Would Chose Me Anyway..?)
Seeing You Right Now Is Killing Me Inside…
I Practiced This… “Just Smile”