Painting on a beautiful smile, pretending to care
Acting innocent, in reality I'm harsh mean and unfair
Glowing eyes that sparkle, covering up all the lies
Everyone loves me, but I'm happily living in disguise
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I have to agree with Doc and Dee.... yet, I can't help thinking this would make one heck of a great music video. Zen
Often it is easier for us to believe that we are mean and nasty, than to deal with emotions ersulting from having people care about us, and love us. Sometimes when we feel emotions like guilt, regardless of whether it is justified... we become self critical. We have inner conversations, where the script is totally negative. We become conviced that we are 'bad' to the core. In fact...none of this is true...no one is truly...that bad. The name that you have given yourself, tells me that this might be the way you think of yourself, and I would once again, suggest that you have been through a lot lately, and need to ease up on yourself a bit. Hugs, Dee
i understand what youre saying and i can relate to some of it. so great job.