I'M Affraid Poem by Corey Rebbechi

My life is so complicated and frustrating
Sometimes I just feel the need to scream
I hate this life that I live
Someday I wish I could wake up and it would all be a dream

At night it’s so hard to sleep
The only thing that can make me smile
Is knowing you’re alright
And thinking of you holding me through the night

I would give anything just to spend one day
Even if it doesn’t last
I would go back to that day so everything would be okay

Most of my life is spent trying to please you
It seems that everything that I believe in you don’t
I wonder if you have felt the way I do

Not a second goes by that I am not thinking of you in some way
When I look into your eyes
I get butterflies
I never know just what to say

I am so afraid to be myself
I am afraid you wont like the real me
So I try to be someone else

Without you in my heart
I feel incomplete
Without you I am falling apart
Your dark long wavy hair
As it blows in the wind
You stand there
It makes my heart mend
From all the past heart breaks

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Corey Rebbechi