*i Love To Live In Insecurity* Poem by Prabir Gayen

I love to live in insecurity

I do not think of my security,
The word security did not give me solace,
It pains my soul and my heart aches,
Sense of security brings fear in my being,
I feel myself simply a wave lost and forbidden,
I need a heart pulsating and curious
for my wel being,
I am lost within my desolate WORLD,
I need someone to call my name
amid the multitude and the caring call,
Not like the wood thurst calling
or the call from beyond the shore,
A simple call to show love and sympathy,
A throbbing heart without definite cause,
I love to live in utter insecurity.