I'Ll Watch As You Burn Poem by Adrian Cordova

Yes you heard me right.
I said I'll die watching you burn in my arms, suffocating on a combo of tears and death.
But they pulled me away from you, as you body was creamated.
I couldn't cry for you, because it was all a dream. 
Just me reliving that horrible past.
Do you remember waking up every morning and finding a rose on you window sill, each a different color.
Do you remember what they looked like when someone tied them all together.
Do you remember all those days we chased each other on the beach, trying to see who would pay for lunch.
Do you remember paying for one of those?
Do you even remember a time when your were happy?
Please I need your comfort just one more time, my god I can't stop bleeding.
If I could go back and redo something?
I don't know what I did to cause this in the first place.
And i'm still waiting for that necklace you said you'd make.
Now I hold a forsaken token, your bracelet I made from the roses, which have long since died, just like you.
I dropp it onto your grave.
THIS IS THE END OF MY LIFE.
And the start of the one I'll live for the both of us.