I Know Poem by Laura arwen

I could know
many things if
I wanted to
learn them
I know many
things but I
don't remember them
I know I'm
not able to
do certain jobs
or certain actions
I know I
am an obsessive
and particular person
I know to
be different and
alone
Sometimes I think
to know many
useless things
I know I
do not have
the creativity
necessary to survive
in this world
I know to
be imperfect and
very unstable
I know to
be a loser
I know I
have to get
rid of the
inner demons
I know to
be dangerous for
myself
I want to
know everything but
sometimes it is
better not to
know
I know to
be irresistible to
darkness
I know to
be crazy and
unreliable
I know to
dream a little
too much
I know to
be mentally sick
I know to
have many ideas