I Just Can'T Poem by Nom Nom Nom

loving you is the most important thing, can never be boring,
hiding you ashamed, isn't easy people proclaimed,
I can't hold on to you forever, im not that good of an actor,
I can't act like everythings fine, when me and you have passed that invisiable line,
I can't breathe in the smell of smoke, without the sound of your heart when it broke,
I can't stand your voice run in my head, and I can't go to bed,
without hearing your breathing beside me, just sleeping there lazy,
I can't eat, without hearing my heart skip a beat,
I can't walk down the hall, thinking I hear my name being called,
I can't walk across the street, feeling complete.
I can't look at a guy, unless I hear you say he's probably high,
I can't go on a bus, without you acting like my conscience,
I can't go to my friends, without listening to all your commands,
I can't cry alone, without your finger brushing against my cheekbone,
I can't walk into school, without you saying you look like a supermodel tool,
I don't know how I lost my independence, or my patience,
I can't talk to my parents, without watching all our funny moments,
I can't go outside, without feeling like I have something to hide.

Ahahaha I dont understand how one person, can treat me like I live in heaven,
I didnt know that when you get hurt, I wake up alert,
Is this true friendship? or are we just going on a new adventure trip

~ Nom ~