I hate you more than anything else that I know
I hate you more than the freezing snow,
And if I were drunk because of you and alcohol
I'd wish that I'd fall on you to break your bones and my fall.
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Cheating people are at their core very flawed, perhaps she was bi-polar as many of them seek out risky behavior.. iip
I understand your hate, but you must control it. You will not be whole until you forgive. It's hard. God be with you in this process and always.