I Don't Know Poem by anais vionet

I Don't Know



You hope that university will answer all of life's questions, but nope.

I don't know, I.

There was a guy who'd been hanging around outside our residence lately. Too consistently. At first, I thought he was someone's friend but he's always alone. He wasn't doing anything or bothering my roommates, but that asymmetry set off my alarms.

He looked at me once (which I suppose isn't a crime) , I think, it was quick - a blink of sharp curiosity. I mentioned it to Charles who took his picture. The next morning he said the guy's a legit student who has no criminal record, so maybe I'm all wrong.

Every girl's encountered a creep or two before. They're seemingly everywhere, as if mandated by law, like auto insurance. Most girls develop a sixth sense, a creep-dar. Nowadays, creeps have a new name, 'incel' ('involuntary celibate') and they're a recognized, online subculture. Next, they'll have a coat of arms proclaiming, 'We Would if We Could.' It's as if awkwardness, a normal human foible, has been distilled into something dangerous.

Although the campus looks like a garden or a perfectly manicured ‘stepford' park, we joke that it's really a locked-down, patrolled, surveilled compound, with guards, cameras and card-key access to everything. Which, I suppose, is all to the good.

Our creeper wasn't there Friday, and he wasn't there today, so maybe he was nothing.

I don't know,2.

I was in Sunny's room. We were going shopping in a few. There was a little pink book on her bed - a diary! ! I'd never seen it before and it was open, about three-quarters of the way. She too-casually moved to scoop it up, like the neglected book of a sorcerer.

My GOSSIP-dar Alerted like a class bell. 'Hmm' I hummed, head-tilted, then I laughingly lunged for the book.
Sunny's eyes went wide for 3-billionths of a second and she snapped it up with the speed of a striking cobra, 'That's MINE' she said, rigid with seriousness.
'What's going ON? ! ' I asked, but she shoved it into her night table.
Another mystery!
‘Sleeping dogs, ' I thought to myself.

I Don't Know
Monday, April 10, 2023
Topic(s) of this poem: university,creepy,secrets,safety,friends
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