I Don'T Understand The Equation! Poem by Jennifer Gordon

I don't know what to do.
I am stuck here with the thought of you.
I like you.
They say you like me.
But there you are trying to be with some girl.
But not just any girl.
A friend of ours.
Who likes you.
A girl I have a feeling about.
A girl that when you're with her, makes me want to shout!
I can feel all of the pain, anger, all of the rage slowly building up.
Driving me insane.
I want to cry my eyes out but I am too proud, I can't.
They are filling my insides brimming up. ready to fall.
But I refuse, I won't succumb to its siren call.
I hate this!
It isn't supposed to be this way.
21st century my AngleSideSide.
Girl likes boy.
Boy likes girl.
Girl and Boy come together, maybe they fall in love.
It is supposed to be simple.
Even cavemen can do it.
Why can't we do it?
Like Ella says, ' just do it, lets fall in love'
but this simple equation, went awry.
I don't understand.
When I back track, I can see it clearly.
Boy + Girl+ interception...interception - girl+boy= me sad....something isn't right.
I don't understand the equation.
That makes no sense.
It isn't supposed to be that way.
Where did the interception even come from anyways?
Oh that is right this chick.
She is just butting in.
She has no right.
I liked you first
I liked you longer.
Wasn't it obvious.
She waltzes in and takes it all away.
I felt it too.
But no, I went against my gut.
Now I am here, alone, cold, and feeling all the monsters taking over.
Feeling all the pressure building up.
I am gonna explode.
Here in my bed, alone, letting go of my pride.