I - Do - Not - Want - To - Pray Poem by Dr. Antony Theodore

Will we have enough
provision for our family?
How shall I face
all our problems
in our family?

These questions
and thoughts are
not small, but if I
leave them undetected,
they drive me crazy.


And when fear
is informing my
thinking, I typically
do not want to talk
to God about it.

But it is then,
exactly then,
that I need
God and his
Word, most.

Thus, the best time
to adore is when
I do not feel like it.