It's time I disappear
And cause a tear
From those who find me dear
My resting place was never clear
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I feel like that a lot too. Your last stanza confuses me a little, but at least it leaves something for me to think about.
I'm not for sure who the big guy is and why he thinks you can fly, but the desire to disappear is depression, poets seem to have no escape, keep feeling and writing.