I Am Poem by Lesa MRK

I am creative and generous.
I wonder about how I could get more time for myself doing the things I enjoy.
I hear bells ringing when the angels get their wings.
I see children happy and the world at peace.
I want more time with adults doing fun activities.

I am creative and generous.
I pretend that my life wasn't as painful.
I feel incredible peace and contentment.
I touch the memories in my heart that make me happy.
I worry about the happiness and safety of my children.
I cry when I remember incredible loss and betrayal.

I am creative and generous.
I understand that God is always with me.
I say that the pain I feel now is nothing in comparison to the joy I'll know later.
I dream of happy days and moments that have passed.
I try to be a good mother and meet all my children's needs.
I hope for far better things to come --- more happiness and less tears.

I am creative and generous.